Life's a journey with a few stops on the way.

I can only be myself

Sometimes when life gives you lemons you just got to make lemon drop shots and get crazy!!! 

AHHHH I hope this is a possibility….aahahfdgjoifdjgos cvxoidsfmo wmowierjtowrjdfgojos

Ugh I really need to get out of California

I’m Scared to Move Back Home

Thoughts keep filling my head. Truth be told I feel more alive here than I have since I left college. Dancing, talking, laughing, crying, working hard, being carefree and feeling so close to people you may never see again. 

At home I feel so isolated, and things are quiet. Living in my parent’s house feels like living in a museum, and at night when I can’t sleep I just hear quiet. If I want to talk to someone there is no one there. I miss having roommates. 

It’s the weirdest thing that triggered this sadness. I was actually looking forward to moving home, and seeing my family, friends, and tally. But then my Mom sent me a picture of our house and the block I live on. It looked so grey, and quiet. Unlike here where each day is filled with children laughing, music playing, and talking to new people everyday.

I realized how miserable I was most days at home when I wasn’t hanging out with friends. And how often does that even happen? Once a week, or once a month? I suddenly became realistic and saw after a day or two I’ll feel old and worried, not young and carefree.

I’m confused again. I’ll still be home soon, but I just don’t know what to do.

So here is an example of what a “Crazy Sign” is. We do them multiple times during the day, after every Mini Club event in the afternoon, and always at night in the night club. They are so much fun. We have different ones, and they do them in all the Club Meds all over the world. They are my favorite part of the days. 

new update

another few weeks in my own isolated world. I really forget that I’m in Florida most days simply because I’m always working or on my days off I stay here (I’ve been outside of the resort only twice!!) 

anyway some key things to update about

I love speaking hebrew ! there are a lot of guests who speak it, and they become really close to you when you speak another language. its so amazing how languages can really connect people

I’ve been having fun with my coworkers, I’ve finally gave into drinking, if everyone else is doing I guess I will lol even if I have work at 8am each day. 

I miss my valley friends <3 <3 <3